Beautiful Nightmare.

6:13 PM Wednesday, March 17, 2010
green.

i went for a briefing regarding SYOG today in school.

it was mandatory, plus most of the people in the clique were there.

we are all going to be volunteers for the syog in august.

and mind you, its the fasting month.

there were quite a handful of benefits and one particular priviledge.

i was assigned to bishan stadium as a venue operations assistant.

might have to come down next tuesday to bring delegates and officials around a specific sports venue.

so after that, the few us sat at a void deck opposite school and just talk.

for one hour plus. some went off, so the remaining ones headed to kfc for lunch.

talked again after lunch. all of us headed home at 1400hours.

i just woke up from a nap. heh.

anyway.

someone indirectly taught me how to deal with negative emotions.

these emotions can never be understood by anyone else accept myself.

i'll take jealousy as one example.

first and foremost. it is okay to be jealous once in a while.

sometimes, being jealous shows that you care for someone.

but being too jealous is no good.

if i say i've never been jealous in my entire life, i'd be lying uh.

so this person. taught me that jealousy will only eat me inside if i keep dwelling on it.

of course laa kan.

everytime i feel jealous of someone, i turn that jealousy into envy.

jealousy.

denotes a feeling of resentment that another has gained something that one more rightfully deserves.

also refers to anguish caused by fear of unfaithfulness.

envy.

longing to possess something awarded to or achieved by another.

okay bye.

♥ me. 6:13 PM