6:13 PM Wednesday, March 17, 2010
green.
i went for a briefing regarding SYOG today in school.
it was mandatory, plus most of the people in the clique were there.
we are all going to be volunteers for the syog in august.
and mind you, its the fasting month.
there were quite a handful of benefits and one particular priviledge.
i was assigned to bishan stadium as a venue operations assistant.
might have to come down next tuesday to bring delegates and officials around a specific sports venue.
so after that, the few us sat at a void deck opposite school and just talk.
for one hour plus. some went off, so the remaining ones headed to kfc for lunch.
talked again after lunch. all of us headed home at 1400hours.
i just woke up from a nap. heh.
anyway.
someone indirectly taught me how to deal with negative emotions.
these emotions can never be understood by anyone else accept myself.
i'll take jealousy as one example.
first and foremost. it is okay to be jealous once in a while.
sometimes, being jealous shows that you care for someone.
but being too jealous is no good.
if i say i've never been jealous in my entire life, i'd be lying uh.
so this person. taught me that jealousy will only eat me inside if i keep dwelling on it.
of course laa kan.
everytime i feel jealous of someone, i turn that jealousy into envy.
jealousy.
denotes a feeling of resentment that another has gained something that one more rightfully deserves.
also refers to anguish caused by fear of unfaithfulness.
envy.
longing to possess something awarded to or achieved by another.
okay bye.
♥ me. 6:13 PM
3:03 PM Thursday, March 04, 2010
for you i'll bleed myself dry.
"seems like everybody's breakin' up,
throwing their love away."
well. met up with dillah, sham and magic yesterday.
lepak session. without my darling baby. =(
heh.
met the usually-late magic first. accompany him buy a top for himself.
he bought a jacket in the end.
then waited for dillah outside raffles shopping centre.
saw two caucasian ladies. fuh.
ahhahaha.
and then walked to tong seng for dinner after dillah arrived.
walked back to suntec, met sham.
talk talk. went off at 2300hours.
june, come fast.
♥ me. 3:03 PM
11:38 PM Tuesday, March 02, 2010
painted nails.
its only the first week of holidays and im dead bored.
i miss studying already.
shit.
i really need a job.
because i cant keep painting my nails and removing the colours everytime im bored.
i get bored VERY EASILY, i just dont like to show it.
so today.
not so early in the morning, i decided to workout. [macam faham, i know.]
i searched workout videos in youtube and learnt that pilates isnt so easy as it looks.
i sweated out a good 45mins of workout. hahaa.
not bad laa, i feel the aches and sores.
plus the weather's so hot i can fry an egg on the walkway.
speaking of which, i ran errands yesterday.
tak pernah pernah aku run errands. heh. tapi terpakse kan.
anyway.
i went to bedok police hq to report about my matric card.
coincidentally, khai was working there. tidak terlintas difikiranku bahawa cik bang tu keje situ.
ahaha.
so yeah. i waited for an hour for someone to see me.
supposedly i was to see my assigned officer, but yours truly sungguh bongok tak buat appointment.
then one officer noticed me sitting there waiting for godknowswho. he read my report then clarified that my case is normal missing item so he signed my report form.
before heading off, had a short conversation with khai.
tgh keje pon boley ajak bobal. hamcai nye polis. heh.
so after police post, i headed to school to settle my matric card stuffs. had the replacement of card form signed, grabbed 2 mentos.[ cant grab a handful cuz there were quite a lot of ppl. melepas. ]
after that, met my brother at central cc to submit edusave form. hopefully i get the bursary laa.
so yes. yesterday was a really hot day.
i seldom do this, but i had to borrow my sister's shades because it was so glaring outside.
okay going to have a shower now.
♥ me. 11:38 PM
