21.

Life's a perfect natural disaster.

People like ma famille, mes amis & mon ami complete my life.
Without them, it just doesn't seem perfectly natural anymore.

It'll be a disaster.

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met up with ain and faizal last thursday. had alot catching up and we played fuzzywuzzy.
what a game.
so zal, have you got it yet?
too bad.
haha.

oh.
i watched GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS' PAST with my ahnaf.
it was a nice movie.
blogger and my computer is being such a total bitch.
i cant post pictures.

ah well.
and on the 14th i met my girls.
been a while, been a while.
i dont mind new additions, as long as you girls are happy.
pictures are with nurul so yeah, i'll just pluck it off her blog when she posts them up.
we played games and we played them at henderson waves.
my virgin visit there.
im a little scared of heights so that place gave me the creeps.
no, really.
ahaha. shut up.

my 2weeks school term vacation is almost up.
and im not really looking forward to starting the new term.
god knows why.
heh.
but i've gone a long way to get here, so i will not admit defeat this early and easily.
ohh.

i went jamming on wednesday.
boy, did it feel good.
heh.
i dont have pictures, nor do i have fb.
hmm.
naz, jamming photos letak pat blog kau bley.
heheh.
so yeah. headed home after that.
because all of us are broke like mc hammer.
ahahaha.

i played sims 3 the whole day yesterday.
how much i missed playing games. especially sims.
i do not know where the hell all my sims games have gone to.
because im pretty sure i had 3.
macam suardalam.
but anyway, my father downloaded sims 3.



wooooooooh.
time to play.
no.
time to wake up.

i never thought that this day would come.
whereby i dare to mention a certain thing which i dont really mean to say, for you to read.
out of anger.
my bloody anger.

but i really times 10 hate you right now.
i cant say that you're self-centred and selfish, because you're not.
i cant say that you dont understand, because you do.
out of my bloody anger, i dare say that i hate you [although i dont mean it], because you will make me feel bad just to make yourself feel good.
that is one characteristic of a jerk or a bitch.
but i certainly dont want to think of you that way.
you are one of my best friends yet i dont think you know me well enough.
and it hurts.

you know i am nothing like you.
yet our differences are the things that have been keeping us together through good times and bad.
i've been on a down low and up high but i still lose at the end of the day.
because the very moment we realise our differences, i know im already lying to myself.
i lose because i dont stick up for my own ass like you stick up for yours.
i lose because sometimes, i stick up for your ass too.
i just hate you for not seeing the things i do to make you feel satisfied.
i.
i.
i.
this is all about me, because i can never say these to you.
that will explain why i will act very 'kerek' whenever im out with you and like i mentioned you will always have something to say to save your sorry ass.

i dont want to end our pretty and ugly friendship just because i cant stand you.
im friends with you because i know you're a better person than you are now.
i've known you for quite some time now and i see your change.
but some unchanged habits of yours disappoint me.
hey, dont get me wrong. im your friend and friends stick by each other and respect each other.
so how ever disappointed i am in you, i still respect you and love you the way you are.






oh.
the irony, the irony.

i shall reply to the tags only.
ehehehhe.
sorry for the VERY LATE REPLIES.

aishah: RE-LINKED! =)

has: awww! ehehhe. ME TOO, BAYBEH! =D

qonita: we shall go fly kites together one day kay. insyallah.

Naz: ahahaha. creative abes! jom gi jamming! hehehe.

nora: oi budak!!! acaaammmm brooo. heheh. we got a lot of catching up to do. so yes. we shall meet up one day kay bro!

till some other day.
take care and have a nice monday everyone.

times have been hard.
it still is.

anyway.
i'm glad the term tests are over.
hoping for borderline passes if not a solid PASS.
been studying for more than a week before the term tests and i swear its taking a toll on my hair.
its been so dry and unmanageable. [ i feel like laughing now because talking about my hair and studies is kind of funny.]

so yes.
i joined oac training on friday.
met dillah and hopefully we could go do some girl things together with the other girls. *kening naik naik*
and then yesterday joined the comm-members training.
my arms ache.
but its all good. all for a good cause.
they're going for their trip in 3weeks. what a waste, i cant go.

today's post, no pictures.
sorry uh. im being such a pig now that my term break is finally here.
hehehehe.

im longing for the beach.
might be a good time to go since the weather's been pretty sunny these days. or should i say weeks.
and its making me feel realllyyy thirsty at almost every minute.

maybe i'm wrong about posting up pictures.
have you heard of yann arthus-bertrand?



that's him.
world famous photographer.
click to view some of his pictures.

till then.