12:06 AM Saturday, March 07, 2009
assumptions&judgements.
hie.
im so easy to read, arent i?
but then again, i dont think i am.
=)
it seems like i've been way too happy about how things seem to be.
not that im not satisfied.
but, come to think of it, i've been keeping on a down low for so long i dont know how to get to the top.
perhaps i might be a tad too childish, or rather, overreacting.
i cant help it, however, to stop thinking. to stop wondering.
like for example.
why dont we always get what we want?
is it because;
even though we dont get what we want, we will definitely find it sooner or later?
or
when we already have it, we have to find that specific thing within itself?
or
life isnt fair.
i dont know, right.
im sure you dont know either.
haha.
you know, it hurts to not get what you want.
or need.
especially need.
but then again, always look on the bright side of life. *whistles*
heheh.
i've always been telling myself that.
and remember the saying that goes
all good things come to an end?it will always happen, and it has been happening only for short periods of time for me.
they say, shit happens.
true that.
but, do shit happen at the same time good things are happening?
yeah, perhaps.
i may seem strong, but i have never been.
its been a while since i had a downfall.
its been a while.
if you want me to be someone cynical, im afraid i might go overboard.
knowing myself, im aware of my limits.
i care, but im careful not to care wayy too much.
you and me, we live different lives.
i make assumptions and judgements most of the time and i know its not something one should do.
[okay now im being a little cynical.] its just human to do that.
so yeah.
like i said.
its been a while.
if i can cry for a whole hour just to get this off my chest, i might just feel better.
i might.
well.
i shall stop my entry here.
dont think you know what im getting at, righttt.
hahaha.
ape je si tua nie bobal ehh.okay.
goodnight.
♥ me. 12:06 AM
