21.

Life's a perfect natural disaster.

People like ma famille, mes amis & mon ami complete my life.
Without them, it just doesn't seem perfectly natural anymore.

It'll be a disaster.

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hie.
im so easy to read, arent i?
but then again, i dont think i am.
=)

it seems like i've been way too happy about how things seem to be.
not that im not satisfied.
but, come to think of it, i've been keeping on a down low for so long i dont know how to get to the top.
perhaps i might be a tad too childish, or rather, overreacting.
i cant help it, however, to stop thinking. to stop wondering.

like for example.
why dont we always get what we want?
is it because;
even though we dont get what we want, we will definitely find it sooner or later?
or
when we already have it, we have to find that specific thing within itself?
or
life isnt fair.

i dont know, right.
im sure you dont know either.
haha.

you know, it hurts to not get what you want.
or need.
especially need.
but then again, always look on the bright side of life. *whistles*
heheh.
i've always been telling myself that.
and remember the saying that goes all good things come to an end?
it will always happen, and it has been happening only for short periods of time for me.
they say, shit happens.
true that.
but, do shit happen at the same time good things are happening?
yeah, perhaps.

i may seem strong, but i have never been.

its been a while since i had a downfall.
its been a while.

if you want me to be someone cynical, im afraid i might go overboard.
knowing myself, im aware of my limits.
i care, but im careful not to care wayy too much.
you and me, we live different lives.
i make assumptions and judgements most of the time and i know its not something one should do.
[okay now im being a little cynical.] its just human to do that.

so yeah.
like i said.
its been a while.

if i can cry for a whole hour just to get this off my chest, i might just feel better.
i might.

well.
i shall stop my entry here.
dont think you know what im getting at, righttt.
hahaha.
ape je si tua nie bobal ehh.

okay.
goodnight.

might as well blog since im logged in.

just last 2 entries, i wrote that i had 3weeks left of school.
its down to the last week now.
2 more days to be precise.
and then its the final showdown. haha.
holy crap.

im down with my dog-sounding-cough and sore throat.
i hate.
i wont blame the weather because i will tend to get the virus whenever the weather is inconsistent.
one minute its hot, the next second it starts pouring.
thats the part where i lose.
dang.

so i'll be joining the training later at 530.
lose weight, lose weight.
heh.

some friends are planning for a holiday end of the year.
not sure if i can tag along.
but i wish i could.

i have yet to reply to the tags.
so here goes.

tag replies

ain: ahhhh... kan sedap sikit mate ku pandang blog kau nie!
huahuahuahua. kenyang per baca! =D

nennen: entry baek uh! gua kasi lu 10 markah! beri tepukan untuk shakilah..!!
ahahaha. TRIMA KASEHHH!!!!

Dale: eh eh.. gmbr kwn kau firman leh buat unsuspected victim saket jantung! hahah.. tapi cool nyer pasal kasi 10/10.. hahah
ahahahhaha. wah stakat cool je kasi point. baik baik! hahaha. lain kali kasi kereta kau pulak. hahaha. kidding!

ayien: hahahah. kecoh ah man!
hahaha. yeahhh. you nurses are the most gereks! hope to bump into you! =)

aqharii: i shall not take any tablet 5years from now! hahahaha
lol. yes. very risky. ahahahha.

aidi: yosh!
aidi: HAHA! 2 minggu pe! chey chey. alhamdulillah. lpas tu? keje ke kahwen? ((:
ahahaha. siak je kahwin. blaja pandai2 dulu. insyallah aku masok poly uh. heh.

dillah: woah!!! kakak syaq kata2 so mendalam i loike la...heheh..
ahahha. once in a while. quite sometime mah i nvr blog like that. haha. =)

diyanah-poshshop: i want to shop. no money. how ah?
diyanah: ceh ceh terasa seh aku 'long distance call' hahaha. terasa for all the good reasonsss I LOVE U! xoxo
ape sia reply kat poshop. ahahaha. you should terasa. lol. because i was talking about you. hahah. ME LOVE YOU TOO bonbon. =D

qonita: rindu ah oac!
rindu ah izza! hehehe. =)

aqharii: maner fun facts kauu ? haha
alamak. ahahaha. belom carik uh. coming soon eh, coming soon. stay tuned. haahah.



my pretty rescuer.

i want to eat cloud9, because im so on it.
haha. kental sia.

okay. thats all.
CABOT!!!