1:16 PM Tuesday, January 29, 2008
lets reply to tags.
its been a while since i last replied.
hehe.
SORRY EY.
tag replies;naQ: omg shak! i didnt know your hair was that long! hahaha
hahah! it is THAT long already! rimas aku! haaha.ILLA: hey ho i am hereeeeeeeeee
i was at yor blog too! thanks for tagging! =Dqonita: ain looks nice in the beanie! and the beanie is nice also! and babe, i just feel happy for you.
the beanie costs $2. haha at daiso. aww, thanks dear. =)Anggerek: haha thanks!! weekend eh? kau tgk map ok? lol!
ahahaha. no need for maps! just ask around only. ahaha. sentosa next! =Dqonita: update first, den i tag.
hahaha. updated! =Dnen: shak lu double gerek! hehe!
hahah. ish takdelaaaa. yang sedang sedang sajaaaa. haha! thanks for tagging babes!mizz rai: rai giler tpi gerek, shark rambut panjang, jambu la beb! acm pantunku?
ahaha! i miss u shortstuff. <3>hahaha. baik uh boy lu peh pantun. i miss you too laa gila. yeah insyallah we'll meet up soon! tc! =)qonita: *hugs shak
*hug* back at you!cindy: i wish i was as patient as u are rite nw. salute u beb.
cindy: ehem. mcm tk tau pulak nak ajak saper main bola.. =) i oways go to fico though. =) ask me along. =) wee~
hehe. i replied this at yor tagboard already. meet up soon okay! miss you! =)qonita: best nyer.
heheh. memang best! =D***********************************************************************
oh boy.
i wish can juggle between work and school like last time.
but i dont think i can do it anymore laa.
it's true im tight on money, however im sure all will be alright in the end.
all i want to do now is concentrate on my studies.
perhaps get a diploma or register myself for NIE.
today's entry will be a short one.
because im very disappointed.
as in
very.
im not sure if im holding the rope as tight as i was before.
i guess some things are better left unsaid.
or.
i should just be frank, no matter how hurtful my words can get.
♥ me. 1:16 PM
10:11 PM Monday, January 21, 2008
okay i'll update.
heh.
lets start with last saturday.
i met up with two of my ite nitec boys, accompanied by ain.
supposedly, around 6 were to turn up but only 3 could make it.
however, i gembira dapat jumpe dorang at last tau. hahaha.
okay the pictures.
photos are courtesy of ain and her battery-curik camera.
ali bodoh. and the other one is yan.
people used to say me and yan looked alike.
i dont see the resemblance. until now.
anyway.
another one of my classmates, ummal came and joined us at the last minute.
and then when i had to go, another one, azmi, was on the way to join us.
too bad laa, kan.
next time eh, bro.
so yeah.
it was nice to see them again after like, more than 5months?
=)
most of them are serving the nation.
they're becoming men. hahaha.
UUUUIIIIIIIII!
now. i shall update about the day i went to vivo and then to arab street.
last, last saturday.
with ain, sham and ahnaf.
it rained.
and it was very SEEEJJOOOOKKKKK. heh heh.
me and ahnaf met ain and sham at vivo.
and then we had dinner at banquet.
carrot cake, boy. heh.
then after their smoke break, we headed to daiso.
si budak ain tu nak beli bende kat kepala laa.
bende kat kepala tu, ini.
not the one that covers the ears.
its the thing that covers the head. haha.
in other words, beanie.
after paying for the stuffs, we headed to arab street.
met magic and his friends; raidah and qamal.
they smoked sheesha.
pictures.
again, courtesy of ain.
=)
there are still more pictures but they're with dillah.
before i continue.
shout out to my dearest anggerek.
CONGRATS, YOU! LETS GO FOR ROADTRIPS.
aiehja'owigksdjgf
hehehehe.
okay now.
im about to write yet again. about things have associate with relationships.
bear with me.
now is the time i guess i have to let it out.
because its the time of the month.
right now.
im worrying like a mother.
you will come to understand why later on.
put aside my pms.
i worry because a lot has happened and i dont want them to happen again.
i worry because it involves someone whom i treasure.
and sometimes, i worry over nothing.
some things had happened recently.
i came to a decision. it sounded very hasty, however i then realised that it wasnt.
many things were said.
i gave myself 3 days.
but he didnt give me a chance.
he changed my mind the day after it happened.
i read a tag in friend's blog a few years ago.
surprised i still remember it.
it was about hope.
the person who tagged said that hoping too much will hurt.
it can destroy the way you think.
something like that.
now i understand.
i hope too much.
i never expect anything in return.
i hate jumping to conclusions, thus i keep what see and hear to myself.
i dont want to expect too much from anyone.
♥ me. 10:11 PM
12:37 PM Saturday, January 19, 2008
WILL UPDATE SOON.KEEP TAGGING.=)♥ me. 12:37 PM
12:00 AM Monday, January 07, 2008
a cat affair.
i went to a cat fair today with my dearest anggerek.
pictures are with her though.
speaking of pictures, lets just forget that i wrote about posting pictures of my presents laa eh.
i malas laa, you.
heh.
anyway,
the cat fair was made known to me by nurulnadiah. hehe.
she actually remembered. =D
aaannnyywayys.
i know i should stop talking about the same things over and over again.
but.
just to let it out,
people have been telling me im so patient.
i really take that as a compliment however, everyone's patience has limits.
i know mine has gone over the limit yet im surprised im still being as patient as ever.
i appreciate friends telling me to be patient over this and that, and somehow, some of them know that i can no longer take it.
alamak.
stomachache, siol.
hahahahahahaha.
okay, nevermind.
nyeh.
i should just stop talking about it.
school starts tomorrow.
its a dread, however im glad weekdays are busy again.
yey.
you know.
i realise that i have been writing about relationships quite often now.
its kind of boring, yes?
perhaps it'll be a little more interesting if you readers give me something to talk about.
just type me a tag.
i'll look into it.
so.
yeah.
gotta sleep.
HAPPY SCHOOLING!
*now snort with me, pigs!*
hey you.i wonder, do you still remember the times where we hung out together?do you still remember how we used to laugh at the littlest things we saw?do you still remember the times you walked me home and will never leave until i gave you hug?do you remember me?i miss the times you laughed at my sillyness.i miss the times i laughed at yours.i miss talking on the phone with you. sometimes, i dont even talk. because when you call me, i smile at the sound of your voice.i miss talking shit with you.i miss laughing at your face when you get blur.i miss everything about you.including you.so.where are you?♥ me. 12:00 AM
9:14 PM Thursday, January 03, 2008
myself.
someone asked me.
until when am i going to lie to myself about everything i say and do.
its not that i do it on purpose, but somehow.
i guess its just human to make someone you love happy.
i've come to realise that i have been insecured ever since i started seeing my boyfriend.
i dont want to dwell on issues that happened 2 years ago, but those are the things that makes me feel insecured.
until today.
i know everyone is insecured about something.
perhaps its just a matter of how you overcome the fear of being insecured about something.
i admit i dont really have the looks, but i have rejected some guys because of my boyfriend.
and, i dont think he knows about it.
i may not be the best girlfriend he has ever had.
but for all the good times and bad i've been through with him, i know i've done the best i could.
somehow.
i cant really describe how i feel towards him.
no matter how much he annoys me,
no matter how much he makes me angry,
no matter how much his actions hurts me,
all i do is stand by him swallow everything like water.
because at the end of it all,
he simply knows how to make me smile.
yet im still insecured,
because of the fact that i still fear the past might happen again.
since it already happened once or was it twice,
perhaps i'd have to be prepared, ey?
so.
whats making me smile nowadays?
my teasing the family members, friends and they in turn, tease me.
im thankful for these times.
it would only be nicer if i had my own soccer ball..
oh.
i'd like to play street soccer one day.
fico sports hub, anyone?
its at jurong though.
ah wells.
i'll update again soon.
with some pictures.
till then.
i dont like to jump to conclusions, so.we'll just see, ey?♥ me. 9:14 PM
