21.

Life's a perfect natural disaster.

People like ma famille, mes amis & mon ami complete my life.
Without them, it just doesn't seem perfectly natural anymore.

It'll be a disaster.

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well.
when i have so many things to blog about and im not being lazy, i can blog 3 times a day.
or maybe more.
no joke.

so indeed.
mr influenza has come to stay for the holiday.
i didnt follow the parents and the sister to the shop, being in the state that i am.
sheeshh.
however, im still fasting.
ya, so.

anyway.
my playlist represents the great ladies of music for now.
haha.

this is the lyrics to the second song in the playlist.

Bittersweet Faith

No regrets
Everything will work out fine
We'll hold our breath
Wait for another sign
I've tasted
Your bittersweet faith
My heart aches for you
I'm taking
A moment to say

Everything I do
I do for you
I do it all for you

Lay your sweet
Tears across my broken dream
Don't you speak

A word about the past
You'll need more than I'll ever give
I can't lie to you
I love you
My angel, my sin

Everything I do
I do for you
I do it all for you
Anything, anything for you

Are we're moving in the right direction
What is fate if fate's immersed in shame
A high price for the beauty of perfection
I go when all I want to do is stay

I do for you
I do it all for you
Anything, I do it all for you
Anything for you

if you find the songs annoying, dont hesitate to click on the pause button, yes.
=)

old songs being brought back up again are the new songs.
and i dont mean old songs sung by new singers.
old songs rock my playlist, yo!
haha.

so im home.
all alone.
i've done the laundry, swept the house, and clean the mess in the kitchen.
that explains why im blogging.
*sneezes*
lol.
i know thats redundant.
i just happened to sneeze and i was thinking of what to write next.

well.

i always think that i'll never go very far in life.
not sure why.
perhaps its my esteem.
but since i started schooling again in 2005, i thought.
i could make a difference. for everyone, especially myself.
im not as bright as my sister.
and i knew it has been that way since i learnt my abc's.
hell, i even entered ite.
and i didnt like it.
but i grew to love school.
i grew to love taking notes, doing projects and bullying my classmates. haha
i've never behaved that way when i was in secondary school.
i was geeky. haha times 2.
i was geeky and still am, though i've perhaps thrown away one side of my goodyshoes.
i dont understand how come youngsters nowadays vandalise "life sux" in buses.
who came up with the spelling sux, anyway?
well, of course there are teens my age who did the same thing back when we just turned 13.
but i reckon they'll go "damn, i was among those unappreciative ones back then" now.
if it wasnt for my parents pushing me into going ite, i wont be how i am today.

im pretty sure everyone changed during a certain phase of their lives.
for me.
i changed from fat to someone fleshy and stout, from someone softspoken to being one of the jokers.
the other changes, you decide.
hah.

okay.
i just got a phone call from idontknowwhatcompany.
but the caller did mention the name.
they're promoting some health products for kids.
since there are no kids in this house, i just told her 'mak saya takde kat rumah'.
huahua.
fancy promoting through phone.
disturb people only. heh
chis!

now.
i dont know what to write about.
i'll continue later.

edited;

i took a nap at around fifteen past 4 just now.
woke up five minutes before 6, same time my family came back home from the shop.
prepared for break fast.

and right now.
im having slight fever.
just how great can this get.

oh.
i would have top up his phone if only i had money.
sigh.

on a lighter note.
i'll be meeting with the ladies this friday.
i hope. hah.

anyway.

would you want to be popular?
personally, i dont.
yet i dont understand how some people just love to be in the limelight.
you have exposure and you dont have privacy.
what a waste.
whattt a wastee.
i mean, whats wrong in being average?
i think being average is the best.
unless, if you come from a well-off family.
but still, you want fame because you like attention?
damn you are one desperate attention seeker.

being famous for doing something good is an entirely different thing.
you get what i mean.

oh God.
please.
dont make me leave.
i love him.