1:21 PM Thursday, October 11, 2007
between bfs/gfs
thats my mum's shop. now you know how it looks like. hehe.
tag replies;
Anggerek: HAHA!! CHECK OUT MY MMMEEACHING PIPES.. lets go serbu afro's house this raya.
hahah. gonna kidnap his room uh.
qonita: finally can get to ur blog. hmm adidas! JEALOUS!
haha. EXACTLY!
syiqah: lagu bayeks perr? btw, re-link me.
baik ehhh. huhu. you're relinked! =)
zAha: oh gosh..i love the m1 advetisement..mumbai daa..india!haha..
hahaha, me too!
aFRo: haha..ah come and serbu bebeh. turun boon lay mrt yer..hahahaha..=p
hahah. boonlay eh. must think twice. haha.
qonita: DAH BOLEH! DAH BOLEH! yay!
yey!! finally, ey. haaha. then i dont have to change my layout. lol.
cindy: sumtymes the fwen whom u noe decades ago cld acualy betray u..
yeah, i understand yor situation. but, always look on the bright side! =)
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finally, im staying in today.
haah.
waking up almost every morning after sahur is a dread.
hah.
but alls worth it uh.
alhamdulillah.
by the way.
can someone judge you the way you never thought he/she would?
say, you havent been hanging out with him/her as much.
and suddenly, the tables turned.
you find the judgements unacceptable, yet you allow them to sink in.
because you stick to your perspective of i dont judge myself.
by the way im stating this, im guessing you people reading are thinking that the judgements made were negative.
you see.
my dear girl, anggerek, told me.
everything changes and nothing stays the same.
that is, indeed, very true.
somehow, it knocked some facts into me that if everything changes, everyone changes too.
since everyone of us change, should we mirror ourselves first and tell ourselves that we've changed before we tell people that they've changed?
*ponders*
in my opinion, yes we should mirror ourselves first.
and if people tell you that you've changed, learn to accept it.
there is no easy way of course.
yes, yes.
different people have different views.
im just stating mine.
another thing.
see, when boredom strikes, i can think of every logicalwithsimpleanswers question to ask.
what does one see in a relationship?
i mean, even married couples dont think alike.
but sometimes at the end of it all, they got things worked out.
honesty, trust, faith, hope.
lets say you're in a relationship.
you're being honest with your bf/gf.
yet he/she turns his/her back on your honesty.
when your bf/gf hangs out with his/her own friends till late, you trust him/her.
however, when you finally get to meet your friends, all you get from him/her is dont go home too late.
before anyone thinks that im talking about them in particular, im not.
lets continue.
so when you get that from your bf/gf, what do you think you would do?
you know.
i've always wanted to be able to back up for what i say.
i've always hoped that i'd be understood when i tell the way i feel.
well, i guess there were times my feelings were acknowledged.
however... yeah, you know what im about to say.
so, i dont have to explain.
i wonder.
how come guys always win as the ego-alien?
hmm. i guess they're egomaniacs, yes?
i've been keeping up with everything.
whats past, is the past.
yet i can never tell myself to forget about it, although i've forgiven.
perhaps it was the first time i had my heart broken, chose to keep quiet and kept the relationship going.
when i thought i was making things right, history repeated itself.
however, i just couldnt let this boy go.
i've been telling myself, be strong and be true.
telling myself things and doing them isnt easy.
but im shure, with endless support from friends, i'll be able to make it one day.
and since raya is 2days away.
i'll take this opportunity to apologise for every wrongdoings i've done to everyone.
from the bottom of my heart.
till then!
let me wish in advance,
selamat hari raya maaf zahir&batin.
♥ me. 1:21 PM
