21.

Life's a perfect natural disaster.

People like ma famille, mes amis & mon ami complete my life.
Without them, it just doesn't seem perfectly natural anymore.

It'll be a disaster.

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so my class started at 3. ended at 5.

bumped into bf while heading out from school.
accompanied him for late lunch at kfc.
and then went straight for home.
i feel bad for not coming for climb today.
all my sports wear is in the wash. blerghh.

anyhoos.
im so bored siol.
feel like going school again and climb.
but no sports bra and shirt and pants dammit.

tomorrow, sw in the morning.
im so not looking forward for it. because i dont like the teacher.
plus, got no gereks buddies like my nitec years.

seriously, someone entertain me.

erms.
my fingers are recovering. good sign.
haha.

been a while since i last wrote a poem.
here's one.

i've been keeping, yet i havent been telling.
i know i should kick it long ago.
i havent been talking, but more to listening.
it hurts, still i cant let everything go.
tell me what am i supposed to do.
when all i do is pour to the one not meant to be.
and the one meant to be, knows nothing.
nothing about what i saw, how i felt.
i tried.
i try.
wonder how can i possibly swallow this poison.
an invisible poison that corrupts my brain.
strange, how these feelings are meant for a person.
when initially the person brings love, not pain.

somehow i like the last four lines.
hoho.
took 5minutes to compose that one.

okeh.
i got to go.

260707.
caught it the day it was in theatres.
haha.
gerek with 5 e's. hee.
thanks to the bf.

friday, as usual. training.
this time, under the rain.
just for a while.
and then we played in the mud.
police and thief turned warcatching.
too bad i dont have the video that one of my mates took during our training.
haha.
chaos!
anyway. simpang after that. i waited for bf and sham to come.
which was around 2230.
the last people who stayed with me.

picture's a bit dark, i know. heh.
it was close to midnight when i took that picture.

saturday. dairy farm outing with the rockclimbers.

i wasnt in the picture, but look at fareed's face. lol.

view from the top of bukit timah.
with exclusive hardtogetmalemodels. ha ha.

it was fun. though i didnt climb.
seeing the guys climb at homeage, i dont think i can make it.
hehehe.
sham guided us for trekking. as well as abseiling down.
and i must agree with sham, "shak, kaki aku hero kau laa."
haha.

i got to leave home for study soon.

=)

yesterday was fun.
i like it. heheh.
i dont have much pictures uh.
heh.
i'll upload them once i have them.
first time in idontknowhowmanyyears, i took a dump in public.
LOL.

school was such a bore.
like really. school is a pain in the ass for today.

so then since there was no lesson, i walked out of class and went straight to the interchange.
bf wanted to accompany me for a check up at the poly. but unfortunately, the queue was not a lovely sight.
so i gave my queue number to an old lady.
then he sent me home.
spent some time talking.
it was nice.
=)

later in the evening, im going to the cc to study with qaqa, dillah and aziemah.

so he wants to help me enrol my bike license.
i want.
but im not ready.
how?

im waiting for your call, since forever.

something i find pretty hilarious.
enjoy, yeah. =)

the thing is,
i just miss you.

hie.

school was alright.

i think my medication is wearing me out.
but if i dont take it, they'll come back.
sheeshness.

i've been rather cheerful for all the years i've lived.
i was a mischievious little devil when i was a toddler.
maybe that explains my rough and tomboyish ways.

of course.
all of us has been through shits in life.
and i believe we cant compare one anothers' experience with another.
however, we can share and learn.
i had friends, who i thought would be there until now.
but as i grew up, situations change, people change. no doubt i count myself in.
secondary school years were the best i had.
from then on, i realised what true friendship was.
perhaps dee's migration taught me something.
although we had fights, we didnt end there.
a good lesson learnt.
i've never regretted being friends with anyone in my life.
in fact, these friends were the ones who taught me how to open up.
i was pretty much the so called quiet one when i entered secondary school.
as time passed, we grew up together and i became one of the jokers.
until now.
ever since i entered ite 2years ago, life has never been better.
though i faced problems one after another.
i never thought i'd survive a class of 38 boys.
but i was wrong, of course.
yeah well, being the tomboy that i am, how can i not mix around with guys. heh.
i made more new friends, and that was where my commitment towards oac started.
fun people to be with. very sociable.
i even met my significant half other through oac.
who could have thought someone like him would fall for a tomboy. hah.
ah wells. we've been through shits as well.
things just couldnt get any better.
so it's already been two years.

see, love and friends play a part in growing up dont you think?
dont forget the parents. they nurtured us.
so we should thank them. heh.

actually, i wrote this entry to avoid myself from blogging about some other things.
hehh.
which is, unappropriate for me to blog about.
unless i make this blog private.
what say you, ey? heh.
nahh. bad ideaaa. too bad.
i only keep things to myself.
call me selfish. booo. heee.

i guess thats it for now.
too long and whiny an entry.

<3 yourstruly;

so i didnt go to school yesterday.

but later in the afternoon, i watched harry potter with bf.
caught the 1645 show.
went straight home after that.
with my swollen eye, i cant afford to stay out any longer. hah.

my eye is fine now.
and erm.
not much to talk about, really.

i've not taken my pills yet.
so, toods.

so how far would YOU go to be popular?

please pray to dear God nothing's wrong with me.
hah.
because i've never went for any checkups since the day i had a urine test and my teacher told me there's something wrong with my urine.

i'm going to the clinic with the mother later, to check what's causing all the itch.
calamine lotion doesnt help, neither do the medicines as well as changing the bedsheet and new bed.
ah wells.

school was pretty crappy today. but at least i learnt in class. new lecturer is indeed uncool, but since she disciplines the class about studies, i find it better to concentrate.

i want to hang out with the girls so badly laa. heh.

i'll update later.

urgh. blogger is being a bitch, yet again.

anyway. hello beautifuls.


its a brand new week in school. however, its not the beginning of term2, yet.
holidays felt so brief. but still, i enjoyed the happy moments.


i went for an oac "reunion" thingy on the 7th. around 11 of us came for a hectic, clean dose of pure fun at amirah's grill, located at bugis. its between pahang st and aliwal st.
pictures are with boyfie uh.
anyway, if you're thinking of having a, well, hectic fun, amirah's grill is the place to be.
food is nice, worth our money. and the booking of rooms is 5bucks/hour.
amirah's grill is located right beside el-sheikh's.

i was supposed to be home by 9 that night. but my celly went dead on me and it dragged till quarter to midnight; the restaurant was closing. heh.


and on sunday, i went grocery shopping with the mother and sister. spent 50bucks at giant, credits to the $50voucher my mum got. hee.
soon as we got home, i went out again. heh. spent the night with boyfie.

like, finally. thanks for bringing me to that place.

the number is 24months. and i hope no more, i repeat, no more timeouts in future.

ooh! MY NEW BED JUST ARRIVED!! heh.
i'll post up some pictures soon.

catch ya'll some other date!

haha. okay okay. i'll update.

so.

i'll update about the trip first.

well uhh. i wasnt satisfied with the trip yet again, because we didnt reach the summit of mount stong. nevertheless, experience with the new batch was awesome.
it poured during the first night. most of our tents were leaking. until my boy and his musketeers had to sleep at the surau. haha. poor things.
and so day 2 of our expedition was to visit the 5 waterfalls. again. heh. since we cant climb to the summit.
the waterfalls were as beautiful as they were, naturally.
oh oh. i almost forgot.
we went caving. and it was terrific. visited the three caves. lorong gelap, gua kapur and gua keris.
lorong gelap; you can tell by its name. its dark and its very narrow.
gua kapur; the ranger brought us to this beautiful cave. the cave produces stones similar to corals. and the secondary corals can grow.
gua keris; its named after this big keris rock formation.
since it rained the night before, some of us were bitten by leeches. including me. hahah.
i have a picture of it. lol.
anyways, day 3, we climbed down. and headed to kota bharu for rest&relax.
2days in the city and shopping.
we headed for singaland on night 2 in the city.

and as for myself, not much to tell.
i've been super tired. tomorrow will be my last day at wildwildwet.
i'll be helping my mum at her shop from then on.
and my pay is rolling in this saturday. so on sunday, i'm gonna go shopping! heheh.

last saturday was oac outing to sentosa. i didnt get to go because of work. but my boy was being super nice and manja lately, one of his musketeers and himself planned to go again with me last tuesday.
it was superb man. heh. we only had to pay for our entrance fees.
we visited a few tourist attractions, but didnt have to pay for it because one of our oac mates works with sentosa management. i'll post up the pictures soon.

i dont know why, but i'm super lazy to go msn.

and i'm starting to drift away from my girls. i feel so disconnected with them. its not them, its me.
i'm so sorry girls. =(