... it feels so shitty, you cant talk about it. you cant help it and then you cry.
i wonder how you can stay this way. not letting anyone know the truth, but let them feel what its like... to feel how you're feeling.
you dont blame anyone. because they have their own lives to think about. you dont want to trouble them.. so you always end up walking alone. still you dont mind.. because you dont want people to know.
it comes back down to the same things. ... it feels so shitty, you cant talk about it. you cant help it and then you cry.