7:52 PM Tuesday, December 26, 2006
tralalalala~
on rotation;
christina aguilera - hurti wonder if christina cried when she sang this song. hhaha.
because i cried the first time i heard it.
heh.
anyhoots.
it rained the whole day.
and i practially edited pictures from 4 till 6.
that's how bored i am.
im sorry i have to write this. i have no choice.
heh. my home phone's out, my hp has no value.
ahnaf;
i hope you're aware that i love you very much. probably much more that you can think of.
i know i've wronged you at certain points of time.
i know im not telling you exactly how i feel directly to you.
im sorry i resorted to doing that.
sometimes i hated myself for not telling you how i feel.
sometimes whenever i showed you how i was feeling, you turn your back on me.
it hurts me. but i know, eventually, we will be okay.
im sorry if i was being too hard on you. perhaps i expected too much from you sometimes.
i dont like to hold you back. from doing whatever you want.
just as long as you're happy.
im sorry if i ever put the blame on you or jump to conclusions.
since i've not been seeing you often, then i guess this is the only way for me to tell you.
i hope you'll help me be more open with you. its not that i never tried.
i tried, but i held it back.
you've been so patient with me through the good and bad times. and i really appreciate you for tolerating with my attitude and antics.
i would want to be with you for as long as the years i've lived. or perhaps maybe longer than that.
i may not show you how deep my love sinks for you, but i can tell you.
actually, i relate how i feel by the lyrics of that song.
oh.
once again, happy anniversary, love.im shure many of us relate how we feel through that song.
im one of them. are you?
♥ me. 7:52 PM
