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People like ma famille, mes amis & mon ami complete my life.
Without them, it just doesn't seem perfectly natural anymore.

It'll be a disaster.

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i've been wanting to blog about this earlier this week but i kept forgetting.
now since i remember, i should write an entry.
not to point fingers at anyone, but just to share what i think.

anyways.

i read an entry in dee's blog a few days ago. and got me wondering.
when you like someone, you will do anything to get him or her. you sacrifice. sometimes you sacrifice so much, you dont know you're hurting someone. and sometimes, you hurt yourself.
when you feel that the spark isnt there anymore, you decide to just throw it away. leaving the person hanging. to you, it might not be a big deal. but to that one person, it is a big deal.
when you love someone, its the same thing. you feel that you dont want to lose him/her. yeah, you sacrifice.
when you lose someone you love, you tell yourself you can move on. but does your heart agree? you keep thinking you can move on but if your heart keeps saying you cant, then you cant.
you try every way possible to get someone back, the attention. once you have the attention, you get insecure.
and then when you manage to get back together, some things may seem or feel different.
when you break someone's heart, you dont know how they really feel. even though you've been through a heartbreak.
when you're heartbroken, sometimes it hurt so much you cant stop crying. and sometimes, you just shut yourself from the world.
some people tend to stop dating because of their past relationships. not dating isnt a bad thing. not dating, makes their lives happier. because they know, not only one person can shower them with love.
and then again, when you think you hadnt lead a girl/guy on, dont think they think the same way you do. if you really want to be friends, then just be friends. dont make a situation seem like you like a person, when you just want to know a person better.

you know you might not want to agree with what i wrote. but that's just some things i learn from people and myself. different people have different views.

okay.

i've been dreaming about school lately. hahah. might be because i miss school. in case you dont know, i've not been to school since last tuesday. wehehe.

then yesterday. had breakfast at mcd's with anggerek. you were 15minutes early for breakfast closing. ahahahahahha anyways, it was great. audrey and friend came at 15 past eleven. after that g went off to school while i headed for home sweet home. and then i watched cartoons. a call from bf at 15 past one. met him at the void deck for awhile. then we went home. slept at 230 in the morning. hehe.
woke up this morning at 1130. had my shower at noon. then met bf for awhile downstairs. i had a few packets of biscuits for lunch. heee. watched telly.
im in msn from 1500? i think. heh.
made pizza. and i already had two slices.

okay. steady as she goes

yours truly;